Monday, August 2, 2010

yeah, how long must you wait for it?

Yesterday, I emptied the contents of my heart on a table in Carrabbas with my Grandma. You know those moments when you're just utterly surprised at how much something is weighing down on your heart and your head? Well, it was one of those. I was talking and next thing I was battling tears in public. Go back through my blog... Go back to my old blog... If I were to publish journals of random thoughts of songs and random rants for you to see, you'd find the same vision. You'd find the same desire. And you'd see that it gets clearer and clearer... and you'd see that I'm still waiting. It is hard not to lose heart.

"All human wisdom is summed up in two words - wait and hope." Alexandre Dumas

Would that I were so wise.


Izabela said...

This text reminds me the music "In my Place" of that I hear when I need to know that what I'm "hoping/waiting for" will happen, some day, but without forgetting that I'm not there yet, but here, in my place.

ps: in your text below, the anonymous comment is mine ... haha ... I was wrong when posted ...^^

NiTasha said...

haha. no worries. the 'title' of the post is coldplay "in my place", actually. :) well spotted, lovely!