in just a couple of hours i am leaving for nashville.
i wish i could say that i'm mostly bursting with excitement.
i hope that i look back on this in a couple of weeks and laugh...
but i'm ever so frightened.
scared things won't work out.
scared i've made the wrong decision.
scared i won't get a job... bills won't get paid...
scared everything has changed and i'm not actually where i should be.
i'm trying to be oh so very brave, like the little toaster guy.
also, one of my best friends is in cancun and unavailable for freak out chats.
already i'm so lonesome i could cry.
welp, here goes everything...