Friday, September 17, 2010

all my bags are packed. [i'm ready to go]


in just a couple of hours i am leaving for nashville.
i wish i could say that i'm mostly bursting with excitement.
i hope that i look back on this in a couple of weeks and laugh...
but i'm ever so frightened.
scared things won't work out.
scared i've made the wrong decision.
scared i won't get a job... bills won't get paid...
scared everything has changed and i'm not actually where i should be.
i'm trying to be oh so very brave, like the little toaster guy.
also, one of my best friends is in cancun and unavailable for freak out chats.

already i'm so lonesome i could cry.
welp, here goes everything...

3 comments:

Peace!...with 2 fingers ;) said...

Good luck on your quest! Keep us posted.

Peace!...with 2 fingers;)

Izabela said...

Did you have a place for go back, if everything of bad and worse happen?
That safe place, that, no matter what, you have for go back and started again? This place it's normally called Home .... if you have .... don't fear more than enough.
^^

Colleen said...

It isn't lonely here.