Monday, February 20, 2012

for days.

i could sleep for days
the bed never felt quite so comfortable
i've never been so honest, but it feels like a lie
the room is full, but i might as well be alone
zoning out like on a permanent drug
check.
me.
out.
so i called to see if they could take me in
and everyone said it was an awful place to be
so i went back to bed
i could sleep for days
the bed never felt quite so comfortable
i've never been so honest, but it feels like a lie
my phone rang and we talked
she knows me like the back of her hand
i told them to leave but they just kept coming
kept rushing in obedience to gravity
until my eyes were swollen
and in the morning i couldn't open them
i could sleep for days
i could drive forever if the tank was endless
and now the self-destructive tendencies are in full swing
pray the grace takes hold before the bitterness does
pray the forgiveness cuts me lose before my rage wakes up
pray for something good before i shut down for good
just another shadow of something that was
i can feel myself slipping
i can feel myself going mad in my own skin
there is a bullet in my teeth and whiskey in my hand
i could sleep for days.

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