Wednesday, June 2, 2010

i dont wanna miss you anymore.

i need a home.
a place near friends.
and some serious time in london.

oh and my birthday is in a month, and i dont think i even care.
i do.
i just want to hide.
it's like a looming mark of failure. going... hey! you were supposed to do so much this year... in this life... but uh, you're in the same place as last year.
externally anyway.

i'm a weirdo. i'm such a girl, albeit an adventurous one in the body of a 20something woman with the sense of humor and random tendencies of an english rudeboy who happens to have a very old, very tender and very merry soul... who happens to be absolutely mad & likes music a lot.

anyone know a good therapist?

3 comments:

amanda lee said...

finding a home is the most important place to start. your heart needs a home.

Loopie Lou said...

Happy birthday for a month's time, and be assured I will sit here and laugh like an English rude boy as you have become a year older :)

Loopie x

LYR said...

I like your writing. Sounds very familiar.