because you don't know the whole truth.
and after a very long time of blindness...
i saw it.
i told it.
those are the truths that set you free.
their weight is enourmous. and often they cut like a samurai sword.
but that weight leaving your shoulders will make you drop to your knees and weep...
because you've been set free.
but if the timing is perfect, it feels so incredibly wrong.
all of these walls are being demolished.
i can feel all of my bones cracking, just to breathe.
and love filling up the empty spaces.
i don't want to be alone. so i cling to my phone for a voice on the other end to accompany me.
i wish i could turn myself inside out and empty all of the pain
and make me whole again.