even my mind is heavy.
like being stranded.
everything is changing in every place.
there is no rest just struggle.
i just want to let my guard down.
i just want to talk it out.
i just want resolution.
i've never hated anything more in my life.
____ the eggshells.
____ the loneliness.
____ the feeling of inadequacy.
things cannot stay the same.
i cannot feel this or be this anymore.