i miss my friends.
and i often wonder if i'm missed too.
i'm getting exasperated by some people and i wonder if maintaining these lackluster, one-way street 'friendships' with selfish ... boys and girls are worth it. probly, not.
and i'm beginning to loathe the void where warm companions should be.
i should just throw myself into work and practice.
lots on my plate.
lots coming up.
p.s. i gotta crush on a moviestar. weird.